MISSING
missing someone is a way of growing up
it exposes you to loneliness
it teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let you know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness
sometimes it feels good to miss someone
you know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving and caring for him/her
---------------------------So, if that is the theory, let me ask you something. Why everytime I'm laying on my bed, thinking of the last time me and him went out together, I feels so sad. And why everytime I'm logging on to the internet hoping to see him online and then realise that he isn't online and did not return my sms, I will start worrying if he is okay. Or why everytime I see a couple on the street, I have that huge jealousy hitting to my head. So, is all of that things only happen just because I'm lonely? Don't know the answer, just wanna dig a big hole to hide it away. One thing that I know for sure is that all I want is someone to be there for me. To listen to me, to hear me yacking about how crazy my day was. Or telling me a joke so I can laugh. Someone to say goodnite to. A last call of the day. Is that too much to ask? Cause when you realize you want to spend the rest of you life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. And you know what, love can't always be perfect, love is just love. So, love and life...bring it on!!! |
