Wednesday, June 22, 2005

..it's choice or chance..



" Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."



Beautiful quotes about soul mate. Do you believe in soul mate? Seriously, do you?Like what people say, you never know when or how it will comes. It’s just come and when it happen, your heart will tell. Some people believe that when you have a relationship with someone, the longest you stay with that person, the bigger chance for you to be a soul mate for each other. For me that is very silly. There’s no guarantee that the person you have relationship with is your soul mate. No..no, it’s wrong. I can said it cause I've been through that path before. I was having the longest relationship ever in my life before, for 6 bloody years. Yes of course, it was also my biggest experiences about love and commitment. All I got from it was pain and too much sacrifices for nothing. No hard feeling for that poor guy, but "man, sorry to tell you this, but you need a big mirror before saying everything that you ever said to me." Time might change you and everything around you but never change your fate.

I remember friend of mine telling me this. When you meet your soul mate, your heart beats differently, your mind thinks differently and suddenly, you are just a different person because of that guy or girl. You never can't imagine how it works cause its work by itself, with the fate followed. Yeah...yeah, sounds really dramatic and boring. For me, I will know it when I feel it.

The funniest thing today was my friend send me sms today. It says, "It's better to be loved than in love with someone that didn't give a shit about you.It's about choice not chance." It's true,though. When someone love you, she or he will do anything for you. Anything you want, anything you need, they will give it to you, no matter what. Bum...and everything is ready in front of your eyes. But when you love someone who don't want anything to do with you, all you can get are disappointment and unlimited time to wait them to open their heart for you to in. Unlimited time? Is there any limit for this? Or it's just only a sentence to describe how long and lonely road that you have to take into. Damn, I prefer to move on than waiting for nothing. There is no unlimited time for me. Every single second is count by its meaning.

Anyway, today I'm thinking a lot about choice and chance. Which one is my choice and which one is my chance. They all look the same, offering the same things, just using a different way to approached. Hmmm...I'm not confused, I just realise one thing that when you use your heart, you will see which one is the best for you. Cause you know what, we may meet our soulmates by chance, but loving and staying with our soulmate is still a choice we have to make.

me at 8:44 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005

wait



i wait here...
to the day when all the misery are gone
to the smile that i adore
and to the face that i dream about

i said, i wait here...
even my days won't be easy
no more hug and holding a hand
not even a simple kiss on my forehead

i just wait here...
with all of our memories
our pictures and stories
our dreams and plans

you asked me to wait here...
for you to come and get me
grab my hand and won't let go
give your words to save my world

so,i will wait, here
me at 8:27 PM
 
 




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