Dear God...
Today You took my friend's life away. With no warn or sign, You just took him from life. He was talking to me the other day, the last time I saw him. He said to me," Be happy with your life. Work hard, do your best and enjoy it. Just reach your dreams." Simple but meaningful. I guess, it was the way he said goodbye to me. That time, he was said it with different tone. Silly me, didn't realise it at all, and gave him my stupid joke about age. Simple but deathly, cause You heard it. If You took him because of my jokes, please forgive me, cause I just being silly to avoiding a mellow moment with him.
So..God,
Please take care of him. Make him happy for once. I saw him cried, I saw him laughed. For me, he's like a story book without title. That I can read it without knowing how to end it. Now, the story is over. Happy ending, I guess. No more pains for him, no more question 'why' in his mind like he always had. At least he knew that I was there, to saw him smile in his forever sleep. Please, clean the blood from his nose. It's freaked me out, even until now. Let him sleep with clean and clear for his body and soul.
Finally,
Just in case he can't hear me saying goodbye today, please let him know. Tell him that I admired his courage to fight and never stop trying. I'll miss the conversation we used to have, shared the cigarettes, stories, laughs and pains. He will always be my friend, my dear friend.
INALILLAHI WAINALILLAHI
ps:
your journey is finish. i'm sorry for everything. sleep tight, i'll missing you. goodbye, Andri.
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