Tuesday, November 23, 2004

i don't know what else to say
i don't thing you see what i see
i don't care what tomorrow will bring
i don't understand why it's so hurt
i don't wanna know my future
i don't believe it's still bleeding
i don't need any guarantee
i don't have what i used to have
and,
don't ask me why, i just don't!

me at 9:03 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
MINAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN
HAPPY EID FITR


I done so many bad things that I may mean it to hurt others
I said so many nasty words to protect myself
I did so many evil things to satisfy my animal’s need
And I’m not proud of it
So please, forgive me
Nobody perfect, so do I
And I’m still learning to be better, day by day
me at 11:12 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
MORNING:

  • Woke up late, rushly took shower, get dressed and put my make-up then drove my car to work.
  • Traffics everywhere,annoying
  • Lighted my ciggies and enjoy my coffee while driving
  • Not fasting, got my period
  • Playing Evanesence cassette and singing out load

MID-DAY:

  • Had lunch and gossiping with Yani, my uni friend who work at the same company
  • Back to office, back to daily pressures

AFTERNOON:

  • Had my third coffee
  • Made a lot of phone calls, no good feedback
  • Finishing my work
  • Rushly left the office
  • Drove my car home, the traffics was shocking :(

NITE:

  • Grab the phone, dialing my favourite number
  • Hear my favourite voice, smile on my face (finally)
  • The conversation was bad, can't hold the tears
  • Took shower, forgetting the sadness
  • Had my ciggies, enjoying my blue feeling

POINTS OF TODAY:

  • Life is suck
  • Love is hurt
  • Lonely is hell
  • Being judged is so damn painfull

me at 8:28 PM
 
 




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